Two women that appear in more than one of Will's photos...who? |
In a
previous letter, which upon study I’ve decided might come from Will’s “adopted
mother” Mae, there was mention of a kind of tussle between them that prompted
Mae to slip him a letter expressing her anger over being “deceived.” It bade
him destroy it, but he didn’t obviously. The letter refers to a girl over whom
this deception was to have occurred. The below is a letter from a woman named
Eleanor, and it seems pretty obvious that proposals of a kind must have been
made. It’s dated just after Will cut out from Cali to Michigan, just after the
blowout between him and Mae occurred, so it wouldn’t be far-fetched to suggest
the incendiary woman is this Eleanor.
The
language in this letter reminds me a lot of an epistolary novel called The Coquette, which I read for a
graduate seminar in 19th Century American Literature. That book was
in fact written toward the end of the 18th century, so it’s wild
that I can draw such a parallel to a letter written in 1914. The Coquette was written by Hannah
Webster Foster and published anonymously as a true story in 1797. It’s supposed
to be the collected letters of Eliza Wharton, which tell the story of her
relationships with two suitors which eventually leads to her fall from society
and her death in a roadside tavern along with her illegitimate stillborn child.
She’s called “coquettish,” because she hesitates to respond to one suitor’s
proposal while continuing to communicate with another man who obviously
attracts her. She eventually loses the honorable suitor due to her wishy-washy
ways and ends up pregnant by the more rakish guy she likes (who is married at
this point and therefore no option.) This was an era in which you married who
was appropriate for your standing and reputation, whether or not you felt much
for them. To keep a guy waiting who was a decent match by that definition
because you couldn’t imagine loving him was a fast track to social, and
eventually actual, death. I’d hate to think so little would change more than a
century later.
The reason Eliza doesn't want to commit to bachelor #1 is that he is a preacher, and she's not sure she likes the idea of being a preacher's wife. Being a preacher's wife means 1) a life of piety and service and 2) a life of, if not poverty, very simple living. Eliza's a girl who likes to dress up and have a good time, thus, the life of a preacher's wife would be out of the question if it weren't for the fact that she's over 30 and therefore on the edge of becoming a spinster if she doesn't settle.
Now here's part of the letter from Eleanor to Will:
Rain,
rain, rain, it rained almost every minute for last three or four days and
doesn’t act as tho there would be any stopping tonight –
Cute. She continues...
I
have often wondered whether or not I am very different from others, this I know
that within me there lies depth of affection with which I shall someday respond
and I tell you truly that if that response is to be for you I shall give myself
gladly without any stop or stay – but until I am sure may I offer you the best
friendship of which I am capable with the privilege of telling you if that pure
friendship should become more than friendship – Will, not for worlds would I be
untrue to either you or myself by making a promise which I could not
conscientiously keep – however I want you know of and feel my interest in you and whatever you
may do – you know there are somethings and some people in this life whom we can
never forget no matter how wide the gulf that lies between or no matter how
dark the night thru which we pass and I wish I could help you more in this
perhaps most important period of your life…
Not saying no, in other words, but not quite saying yes, to giving herself to Will. The "important period," she refers to, I'm thinking, is the start of Will's career as a "veterinary practitioner" of sorts. Perhaps she hesitates to make a solid commitment, because he hasn't yet established himself. Or perhaps being married to someone who spends his days elbow deep in pigs and horses is something she seriously needs to mull over.
Can
we not face whatever comes a little the better for having had the experience of
knowing each other?
It's possible the hesitation might even be due to Will's adopted mother-figure and the volatility of that relationship. Perhaps it has already created a rift in their burgeoning relationship.
And
for part of which I feel myself responsible, and I offer you all that I can and
be true to both of us – the more I say the more useless and empty do the words
sound so take me at my word is all I ask and take and use fully whatever I
offer will you?
There's an apology here for sure. This is not what Will wanted to hear, and it gives me the sense that whoever his wife ended up being (my guess is the Emma of a certain telegram to be seen later) it is not Eleanor. And who could blame her. Busybody Mae stuck her nose in early. View the below.
This is a clipping that, supposedly, Mae delivered to Eleanor. Like a real bitch. The content is obviously referring to Will's health being not-so-spectacular. So many of the letters refer to this, whatever it may be. Perhaps he went to Cali to improve his health. Certainly better off there than Michigan if you're a person with health problems. I can testify to that. But Will can't have been happy about this kind of meddling. Especially since it can only hurt his chances with Eleanor more. Like the people in this silly little news-clipping story, she might not want to marry a sick person. As a dented can myself, I would certainly not have appreciated the insinuation implied. Perhaps this is what Mae intended, perhaps not. But an intriguing possibility, no?
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